In an interview for Nylon, published on Tuesday, Nov. 17, the 34-year-old actress opened up about her "once in a lifetime" relationship with the VMA winner.
"There's never an attempt to control him on my end," shared the Transformers star. "It's more that he looks to me to avoid his own self destructive tendencies. And that's where I'm useful because on his own and left to his own devices I don't know how much interest he has in caring for himself."
Megan, who has been dating the "Bloody Valentine" rapper since June 2020, poetically described their dynamic as being of "mythic proportions."
"Loving him is like being in love with a tsunami or a forest fire," she said with a laugh. "The intensity of merging with him is just overwhelming, and the threat it poses is so powerful but so beautiful that you have no choice to surrender with reverence and with gratitude."
The mother of three, who she shares with Brian, reminisced on the first time she "looked into his eyes" and recalled, "I felt the most pristine, most gentle, most pure spirit. My heart shattered immediately and I just knew that I was f--ked."