When Ronda Rousey lost to Holly Holm last year, it wasn't just a big upset for Rousey fans everywhere; it was devastating to the Sports Illustrated cover model, too.
Rousey appears on The Ellen DeGeneres Show Tuesday and opens up about that epic fight and how she felt immediately after realizing she wasn't taking home the title prize. While many might have thought she would shake off the loss, take time to heal and come back guns blazing, it seems that Rousey took an entirely different turn after realizing her wounds would be OK.
"Honestly, my thought...I was like, in the medical room and I was down in the corner and I was sitting in the corner like, 'What am I anymore if I'm not this?'" she tells host Ellen DeGeneres while crying. "And I was literally sitting there and thinking about killing myself and that exact second. I'm like, 'I'm nothing; what do I do anymore? And no one gives a s--t about me anymore without this."
Fortunately, she had an amazing support system by her side. "I looked up and I saw my man Travis [Browne] was standing up there, and I looked up at him and I was like, I need to have his babies I need to stay alive," she added. "Really, that was it."