by Vannessa Jackson | Thu., Jul. 26, 2018 5:00 AM
Breaking up is hard to do!
Nikki Bella and John Cena may finally be over for good. On this week's episode of Total Bellas, Nikki shared why she is so frustrated by the state of her relationship with John, and it seems like the damage may be irreparable.
"Taking a shower and seeing his razor and his suits and everything just sucks," Nikki shares about being in the home she used to share with John. "I wish it could be different...I have had almost six years of working on us and fighting and taking in a lot, and I just feel like I've hit a point where I'm just so exhausted and done."
After a season full of ups and downs, it looks like Nikki and John are finally parting ways. But that doesn't mean it will all be smooth sailing from here.
"He's waiting for my final decision, which I think I know it but I'm afraid to say it," she shared.
"Why are you afraid to say it?" Brie Bella asked her sister.
"Because I just don't want to hurt him. It's just hard when you love someone so much and care for them so much, but you just can't do it anymore," she explained. "It's not his fault, it's not my fault. We've had this amazing love story and its just come to an end."
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