by Brett Malec | Tue., May. 29, 2018 6:00 AM
Sometimes, love just isn't enough.
"I was thinking of getting back into therapy. I was doing so well with it when I did the therapy back in the day, I really thought I was OK not being a mom and it's just been growing in me and I've just been trying to push it to the side," Nikki tells John in this preview clip.
"Nicole, it shouldn't be a situation of you trying to push feelings to the side," the WWE star tells his crying fiancée. "Think of it in a different context I guess. Think of it as like, 'I love this person, but...' I'm trying to push the 'but' to the side."
While Nikki can't deny her desire to have kids and start a family any longer, she doesn't want to let the love of her life go.
"But I just can't imagine my life without you, John. I just can't imagine not getting married and spending the rest of our lives together," a tearful Nikki says.
"I know, but you haven't been honest with yourself," John replies.
Watch the emotional clip and tune in Sunday to see the whole tear-jerking heart-to-heart.
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