247PAPS.TV / Splash NewsKim Kardashian is in the midst of a tough battle: having two children under the age of 3.
The 35-year-old reality star opened up on her app Wednesday about the delirium she's been facing lately while juggling being a mama to both North and Saint West, who she welcomed into the world in December.
"I'm up at 4 a.m., pumping and delirious, hiding in my daughter's closet because if she sees I snuck out of her bed, she will start to cry," Kim began her post. "My mom would always say, about having kids: 'One is like one, and two are like twenty.' I never really understood that until now."
She explained, "When I had North, all I did was feed and sleep. This time around, I get no sleep. Every waking second that I'm not with the baby, I'm with North. I actually think the harder parts aren't with the newborn but with the toddler! I feel like I go into overdrive to give my daughter attention and make her feel loved."
Luckily, she says she's had help from her family, including hubby Kanye West and her Kourtney Kardashian's daughter, Penelope: "Kanye is super helpful, taking North out to dinners (just them!), and I'm so lucky North looks up to Penelope a lot. She also has a baby brother so she gives North the best advice."
While Kim admits she's attempted to make more public appearances—she stepped our for the first time in a while Tuesday night for Kanye's album release party—and work a little more, it hasn't been an easy transition.
She wrote, "It's definitely been challenging feeding the baby in between getting myself ready and getting my daughter ready. Being late and running behind gives me anxiety, but I know we will soon get into the perfect groove and just figure it out. My mom did, my sister did—and I will, too."
We believe in you, girl!
Stay tuned for an all new Keeping Up With the Kardashians this Sunday at 9 p.m.