Please join us in a moment of silence for our dearly departed friend, crush and hero: Derek "McDreamy" Shepherd (Patrick Dempsey).
It's been almost three months since the hottest doc at Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital was ripped from our lives in one of the most gut wrenching, heartbreaking, rough episodes of Grey's Anatomy we have ever seen. But we still are not over it. (We're pretty sure we'll never be over it. Ever.)
Thankfully, E! News has an exclusive first look at a bonus scene off the Grey's Anatomy season 11 DVD, with showrunner Shonda Rhimes finally giving us the eulogy we've been waiting for.
Press play on the exclusive video above now...and get ready to cry all of the tears.