JWoww Reveals Pregnancy Scare: "I Saw Blood and Panicked"

"So many thoughts were running through my head. I felt a loss like no other when I thought that I was no longer pregnant," the Jersey Shore star wrote

In case you didn't know, JWoww's having a baby!

The former Jersey Shore star and her fiancé Roger Mathews, 37, first revealed that they are expecting their first bambino on Christmas Day, and now JWoww (aka Jenni Farley) shared the story of how she found out she was pregnant...and the moment she thought she lost the baby.

"The day before I left for the tanning convention in Nashville, which is my favorite part of the year because I show off all my new tanning products, I took a pregnancy test and had a faint line," she wrote on her website. "I was totally confused so I showed Roger and made him buy two more tests. Both times I got faint lines but they were barely visible so I still wasn't sure. I looked up everything online and swore I was pregnant but Roger was still skeptical."

JWoww, who also posted a photo of her belly at four months along, continued, "The following day I met Nicole (Snooki) at the airport and I was so anxious because I didn't know about the pregnancy do's and don't's and wasn't sure if it was okay for me to fly. While we were at the airport, Nicole and I were going through all the usual magazines making fun of people in them and when I went to the bathroom, I saw blood and panicked.

"So many thoughts were running through my head. I felt a loss like no other when I thought that I was no longer pregnant. I whispered it to Roger and for that whole ride we just stared straight ahead and didn't say a word. I went to bed that night in Nashville praying it was just a thing that happens."

Farley then explains that she had to know for certain whether or not she was carrying a child, so she sent her assistant to get "a 'stupid proof test' which literally says 'pregnant' or 'not pregnant.' It said pregnant and she cried and I cried and Roger looked like he was going to pass out! Hahaha."

JWoww went on to apologize to the people of Nashville, because she was "super nauseous and super happy which probably made me look like a crazy person! That night I had an appearance with everyone at the Wildhorse Saloon and I was so nauseous, I pretended to have food poisoning and told all of Australian Gold that because I didn't know what to say!

"I want to say a big thank you to them for helping me stay so comfortable and flagging down some ginger ale for me. They were so sweet and I appreciate how they tried to make me feel at ease so much!"

JWoww and Mathews announced the pregnancy news on the reality star's website, writing, "We are so excited to share this new chapter of our lives with you as we become parents and create more memories with a new addition to our family! Thank you for all your love and support and for being there for us throughout the years! We are extremely happy and cannot wait for our bundle of joy to arrive!"