"It's part of my reality. I lost my mother. I signed up for all areas of my life to exposed—the good and the bad. There's been a lot of great moments that have been aired and there's a lot of moments that I wish I wasn't on a reality show," Vicki said in an interview with Andy Cohen taped before the episode aired. "This is not a moment that I feel, as of right now, that I regret because statistically people are going to lose their parents, right? We're going to be alive when our parents die, statistically...I don't blame Bravo, I don't blame [production company behind RHOC] Evolution, I don't blame anybody—it's my life."