Kendra Wilkinson-Baskett is piecing her life back together in the latest Kendra On Top sneak peek.
In a new teaser for the fourth season of the reality star's WE tv series, the mother of two is seen speaking with husband Hank Baskett about the aftermath of his 2014 sex scandal, which nearly cost the two their marriage.
"I think the situation is you, respecting my problems that I'm dealing with now because I am dealing with problems. I blame myself for you not being able to talk to me. Am I that bad of a person?" Kendra asks her husband. "Am I an ugly soul? Am I an ugly person? Am I mean? Am I cruel? What does my own husband look at me as?"
Hank nods his head before Kendra shrugs her shoulders and adds, "I'm going through my own issues now, you know? I think it's not fair that I was able to stick it through with you and now it's time for you to stick it out with me."
Baskett was accused in many a headline of cheating on Kendra with a transgender model, an allegation that he has consistently denied. Fans watched the couple try and rebuild their marriage during the latest season of Marriage Boot Camp: Reality Stars, which featured the two taking part in emotional and tense therapy sessions.
"We both almost lost everything last year," Wilkinson-Baskett continues in the Kendra On Top sneak peek, sharing her feelings in the confessional. "Our career, our lives, our family and right now, I feel like I have to really step up to the plate and win everything back. It's a very lonely feeling sometimes because I have to always be the strongest one to lift everybody up. It's hard sometimes because I do hurt a lot."
In a second video teaser, Kendra is pictured in a Fifty Shades-esque hotel room sans Hank and is heard telling her hubby on the phone, "I feel really lonely in here. It's kind of sad that I'm in a sex room without sex."
She also admits to "rethinking" many of her life choices, even confessing aloud, "sometimes I question marriage."
"I do want to get back to being me again, I do," she says as she fights back tears.
So, how does Kendra respond when Hank tells her he loves her? Press play to watch and see.
Kendra on Top's fourth season premieres Aug. 21 at 10 p.m. on WE tv.