Though she's happily in love with Blake Shelton right now, Gwen Stefani has admitted to facing a history of heartbreak in her life.
She struggled to overcome her divorce from Gavin Rossdale, often discussing the battle with depression and the roller coaster of a year she faced following it. But now that she's found love again, would she ever consider getting remarried?
While chatting on On Air With Ryan Seacrest Friday morning she couldn't give a direct answer. "I don't know! God, I don't know. Everything is going so quickly," she admitted. "I'm in the moment and um...Look at me! You got me tongue-tied."
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However, one thing she is completely clear about is how far she's come since her divorce.
"I look at this year and I think, I just feel so awake," she said. "I feel so alive and so grateful and I promise you, the last couple of days of the tour when I knew it was coming to an end...I was so depressed because this year has been so full of so much joy, so much gratitude, and all the creativity that came out of it."
So how was she able to get through her depression and come out of this last year on top?
"I have a really strong faith, so that was the first thing I turned to," she told Seacrest. "[But then] I knew that for me, music was my gift so I just turned to music. Once I did that, once I did something positive, that's when I was kind of off the ground. I'm not saying it was easy because there was a long, long period before I even went to the studio. [It] was like torture and I didn't know what to do."
Overall, she has come to grips with the fact that, "Everyone has to suffer…It's just what you do with it."