Kendra Wikinson-Baskett's sex tape hits the Net today, and the reality star is hoping folks simply "don't press play."
"It bothers me because people are going to judge me and stuff," Kendra says in a sneak peek of the May 31 season finale of her E! show. "I just hope to God nobody looks at me like a porn star or something. I just hope they don't press play because that's not me. I mean, that was me, but that's not me now."
Of course, the "me now" part refers to Kendra being a wife and new mom, a fact she wishes the ex-boyfriend who sold the footage they made together when she was 18 had taken into consideration...
"It broke my heart because how can you do that when I have a baby?" laments Kendra. "I have a kid. I have a husband. It just sucks. It's the hardest thing to deal with right now, and it's hard on Hank [Baskett]. It's hard on him because it involves another guy and it's hard on him because of our son."
However, if there's one person who can help Kendra get through this ordeal, it's Hank.
"He's doing a good job because he's understanding," she says. "He's like, 'Kendra, we just have to hold our heads high because, yeah, we're going to get attacked, but we can't run. We have to hold hands and walk through this and face this fact.' It's going to be really hard. It's going to probably be the hardest time of our lives."