Elisa Johnson is getting real.
In this emotional clip from tonight's season finale of EJNYC, Elisa opens up to her best friend Samaria Smith about her trust issues with men after breaking off her brief relationship with Jarrod.
"The situation in Saint Martin was fun, we had a good time," Elisa explains. "It's just I feel I'm kind of stepping—I'm always checking my phone. I'm getting super obsessed. I can feel myself getting attached again."
Samaria commends her for recognizing her behavior and making a change, especially because she didn't do that in her previous relationship with Anthony.
EJ Johnson's little sister then goes on to explain what really scares her about dating. "I think I have this fear of someone—someone's going to leave me or I'm going to get cheated on or something stinky is going to happen," she says.
Elisa then shares how her parents' relationship shaped her reservations about men in the video above. Watch!