In the latest installment of Kendra Wilkinson's tumultuous marriage to Hank Baskett, the former Playboy bunny finds herself at a crossroads—does she still want to be with her husband?
In this exclusive newly-released clip from an upcoming episode of Kendra on Top, the 30-year-old mother of two was faced with the ultimate question.
"He gave me an ultimatum," Wilkinson explained to her friend in the new clip, referencing husband Hank. "He's pretty much saying I gotta make up my mind. Am I in this marriage or not? I need to choose."
The couple, who wed in June 2009, have been experiencing life together far from marital bliss since his alleged cheating scandal with a transsexual. The couple's wedded woes have been a focal point of their reality show, on which Wilkinson has expressed their inability to rekindle their intimacy and was also spotted playing with fire as she flirted with a couple of shirtless guys at a pool bar.
"I hate being in this place. I want to feel either married or single," Wilkinson said. "Which one is it gonna be?"
While her friend notes that she and Baskett appeared happy at a dinner earlier, according to the former Playboy Mansion resident, her relationship remains a mystery to her—and so does her own identity.
"I didn't think it'd be this hard afterwards," she admitted, referring to their estranged status. "There came that point where I just had ot focus on myself again and when I started to do that I couldn't look in the mirror and tell myself who I was."
While we all want to pose the following question to the blond beauty, she beats us to the punch.
"What am I really doing?" she asks.
Kendra on Top airs Fridays at 9 p.m. on WE tv.