Susan Sarandon's ex Jonathan Bricklin is still reeling from his split with the actress.
The 37-year-old opened up about his heartache to Page Six earlier this week, which will also be documented on AOL's Connected, saying, "She's someone I loved more than anyone I've ever been with, and that won't change."
He continued, "We had a six-year relationship that's gone through ups and downs. We're taking some time apart to really refresh."
Bricklin, who met the 68-year-old star while on a 2010 vacation in Chile, also admitted that he despised being branded a "boy toy" by those close to Sarandon.
"I felt like I never lived up to that. I wasn't a backup dancer for Madonna, so I felt like no one [knew] anything about me…she's not dating some young male model that could look pretty in tabloid pictures," he explained.