Though she recently joked on NBC's Saturday Night Live that she is "like, so gay," the 26-year-old actress didn't mean to diminish the love they shared. "I didn't talk about my first relationships that went public because I wanted things that are mine to be mine," she tells The London Sunday Times. "I hated it that details of my life were being turned into a commodity and peddled around the world. But considering I had so many eyes on me, I suddenly realized [my private life] affects a greater number of people than just me. It was an opportunity to surrender a bit of what was mine, to make even one other person feel good about themselves."