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There's no place like home—but home has been a mixed blessing for Caitlyn Jenner for some time.

"I've been thinking, Damn, I'm feeling way too comfortable," she confides in pals Candis and Chandi during a girls' getaway, seen here in this exclusive sneak peek at tonight's new episode of I Am Cait.

Her friends encourage her to embrace her destiny, asking Caitlyn if she ever thought she would feel this comfortable.

"I've been comfortable by myself my entire life," the thrice-divorced parent of six admits. "This trip, I've been not at my house, I've been out, feeling extraordinarily comfortable being myself—and to be honest with you, it's scary, because I'm already thinking I don't want to go back there."

Caitlyn Jenner

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Caitlyn leads a relatively removed life in a sprawling gated compound in Malibu, but right outside those gates...

Paparazzi central.

"I am really enjoying the peace and quiet up here," she muses to the cameras. "It is so nice to be free. In LA. I have the media coming after me and there is no privacy, and hey, I get it. I'm doing this very publicly, so I can understand that. But it also can drive you crazy. I don't want to go back home."

Jenner famously went public with her transition into living as a woman full-time back in April, and then debuted her new look on the cover of Vanity Fair in June.

Since then, the milestones have kept on coming, with the 65-year-old former Olympian accepting the Arthur Ashe Courage Award at the 2015 ESPYs last month, welcoming a grandchild when son Brandon Jenner and wife Leah had their first baby on July 22, snapping her first selfie...

Hey, in this family, you gotta keep up.

Don't miss a new episode of I Am Cait tonight at 9:30 p.m. on E!