Demi Lovato is keeping is 100% real in her interview with Cosmopolitan.
After gushing about her relationship with Wilmer Valderrama, and her ex-boyfriend Joe Jonas, the "Cool for the Summer" singer admitted that at one point in time she was envious of Miley Cyrus.
"There was a time when I was jealous of people who were able to party," she confessed to the magazine.
Lovato, who has been very public about her sobriety over the past few years, added, "For instance, Miley, in her music video 'Can't Stop,' her whole thing was partying and not giving a f--k. Part of me was super jealous that I couldn't be like that. I had to look at my life and be like, 'OK, that's just not what you can do. There's no need to be bitter about it.'"
Earlier in the interview, the brunette beauty waxed poetic about her love for the leading man in her life.
"We started dating when I turned 18...Right after that, I went to rehab. People told him, 'You should probably leave. She's on a spiral, and you're going to be sucked down with it.' But he was like, 'I'm not leaving. This is somebody I really care about,'" she recalled.
"We relate on a lot of levels. I've seen a lot of s--t. S--t people don't know about."
And while the two have called it quits and reconciled a few times in recent years, the pop star takes the blame for each breakup.
"The only times we ever broke up were when I was relapsing, whether it was drugs or in a bad place and rebelling against everybody, not just him."
We're glad to see everything is on the up and up between Lovato and Valderrama!